This face is silly and goofy and real. She is only a little peanut.  Big brown eyes and full head of brown curly hair. I never seen myself as a blogger. Someone who would put her whole life on blast for anyone to read. Until the world went  Blue for Ben. Reading his mothers inspirational words of encouragement gave me an idea.  Why wait until the unthinkable happens to tell people about your life and what is going on or to ask for help. Why not just tell the world what is going on and hope for someone to connect with your situation in hopes that God brings you together and things change. Would it be different if someone made a difference? I think inspirational stories sometimes don't mean to be inspirational but if one person can change the way people think then that one person listened.  My story isn't a medical issue but my story is a personal issue.  My story is one that started over a decade ago and continues every day.